It was another good week around here. I worked all weekend, so my eating is always a bit sporadic when I am working nonstop (my job requires me to sometimes be pretty much up and on for about 72 hours straight....and no, I am not a lady of the night). Then, as per usual, I eat lots and sleep lots when the work is done and it all seems to balance out as it has according to the scale this morning.
I did eat a bunch of cookies and crackers last night while I was trying to sleep. Not really a binge as I was COMPLETELY aware of the crumbs in the bed and why I was doing it. I was also super hungry because I hadn't been able to eat anything all day.....butterflies!
I will be seeing le Crush in 1 week and I am NERVOUS! I am really mostly excited, but I am nervous too because well, I find him to be very attractive. Conventionally, I am not sure if everyone would think so, but I am really into his inside AND outside and oy........I hate to admit this, but I have NEVER been attracted, like really attracted to anyone I have ever dated. I had to get drunk the first few months of the relationship with Awful to sleep with him for the most part. DID I JUST ADMIT THAT?! I did. OMG, I did. So, now that I like what I see with Crush and I LOVE who he is as a person, well, I do think I am going to be just a little pile of mush and I do hope I can remain ladylike even though I am waging that I may not be able to....we will see.
I am working on packing for our little trip and all I have come up with is underwear, it is really not a good sign here as I am sure I will be required to wear pants at some time during this trip...