Be Back Tomorrow and BEST FORTUNE EVER!

I will be back tomorrow with updates and some big life lessons.....it has been an incredible week.

I will post in detail here soon, but here are some things I just had to share....

Sissy and babies love Crush.....we had the BEST time.  It all felt SO natural.  The kind of feeling I have always wanted from a romantic relationship.......it is the best peace.  I don't take it for granted.  Also, bro-in-law and I have found beautiful new ground and really bonded.  He loved Crush as well and told me that I deserved a guy as good as him and it brought tears to my eyes.  I am blessed.

Over the moon that I am seeing 2 of my besties for a long weekend in Crushie's hometown in less than a month....eeeeekkkkkkk........just cannot wait to connect them to my love....it has been the missing piece in this real life fairy tale.  The friends factor isn't at all about approval with Crush (it always was before him because I never lived for me until this past year), it is just about sharing this huge important part of my life organically and openly with some people I don't see enough, but cannot imagine life without.....they also both have awesome hubbies and it will be incredible to bring my man into the mix.

Oy, so many business lessons to share here soon.....I have learned my final big ones lately and I feel again at peace....ready to kick it into to high gear and contemplating a MAJOR career change.  I am different than many, but I do have some really special qualities and being a real hard-ass isn't one of them......still thinking, but will share soon.

At supper tonight, we had Chinese and I am still not eating wheat (skin is looking so awesome lately) so Crush ate my cookie (not that one, perverts...), but my fortune read:

DO NOT BE TOO TIMID AND SQUEAMISH ABOUT YOUR ACTIONS.  ALL LIFE IS AN EXPERIMENT.

It was exactly the business advice I needed to know that I did the right thing....my life is really kismet at this moment in time and it is incredible that I am finally at this place......quiet in my mind.

Sweet dreams!

XOXO (watched some GG reruns this week),

R & F

Change

I feel a change happening in me and I am really excited.

I am FINALLY starting to get some balls.

If you owe me money for my work, you will be paying.  For real.  Or, we are going to small claims court or Judge Judy (I LOVE JUDGE JUDY!!!).

I am not scared anymore.

I deserve respect, common courtesy, and gratitude for my hard work.

I don't work for free.

Pay or go away.

No more work without a deposit AND a signed contract.

I would rather take good business and get good referrals than take bad clients and pay out of pocket for stupidity.

NO more Mrs. Nice Guy all the time.

I live in reality and if you want to work with me, than you will have to, too.

I have a talent, a gift, and I care more about other people than most people do.

If you work with me, you are lucky.

I give everyone my heart, soul, sweat, tears, and 110 percent effort.

If you think you will get a better deal for the level of work I do, you are CRAZY.

There is no one quite like me when it comes to my work ethic.

Sleepless nights, driving 500 miles out of my way free of charge to get something irreplaceable, getting deals because I am kind, honest, and ethical and because people WANT to work with me.....THANK YOU!

I give people in my industry a good name.  I don't take money out of other people's pockets behind their backs.

Damn it feels good to be a gangster.