I will be back tomorrow with updates and some big life lessons.....it has been an incredible week.
I will post in detail here soon, but here are some things I just had to share....
Sissy and babies love Crush.....we had the BEST time. It all felt SO natural. The kind of feeling I have always wanted from a romantic relationship.......it is the best peace. I don't take it for granted. Also, bro-in-law and I have found beautiful new ground and really bonded. He loved Crush as well and told me that I deserved a guy as good as him and it brought tears to my eyes. I am blessed.
Over the moon that I am seeing 2 of my besties for a long weekend in Crushie's hometown in less than a month....eeeeekkkkkkk........just cannot wait to connect them to my love....it has been the missing piece in this real life fairy tale. The friends factor isn't at all about approval with Crush (it always was before him because I never lived for me until this past year), it is just about sharing this huge important part of my life organically and openly with some people I don't see enough, but cannot imagine life without.....they also both have awesome hubbies and it will be incredible to bring my man into the mix.
Oy, so many business lessons to share here soon.....I have learned my final big ones lately and I feel again at peace....ready to kick it into to high gear and contemplating a MAJOR career change. I am different than many, but I do have some really special qualities and being a real hard-ass isn't one of them......still thinking, but will share soon.
At supper tonight, we had Chinese and I am still not eating wheat (skin is looking so awesome lately) so Crush ate my cookie (not that one, perverts...), but my fortune read:
DO NOT BE TOO TIMID AND SQUEAMISH ABOUT YOUR ACTIONS. ALL LIFE IS AN EXPERIMENT.
It was exactly the business advice I needed to know that I did the right thing....my life is really kismet at this moment in time and it is incredible that I am finally at this place......quiet in my mind.
Sweet dreams!
XOXO (watched some GG reruns this week),
R & F
Kinda miss Gossip Girl, if only for the fashion and new music they feature.. The drama not too much.
ReplyDeleteI have to agree with this fortune, I hope you kept it! I have only one fortune I kept and it says "You don't have to be perfect to realize your dreams", which is something I always need to remind myself of. I always think "Oh when I'm skinny, I'll finally find the one, Oh when I finish school, etc" sometimes fortunes actually have good advice!
Sounds like you had a great trip! Can't wait to read more!
I did keep the fortune and I do the same, "the one day when...." I am trying to live in the moment and my oh my...it is a constant battle!
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