Lately, my procrastination has been the worst it has ever been.
My anxiety was running my life for the last year or so and I was a victim to it. I didn't sleep many nights, I lived in fear of client emails and voicemails, I couldn't set boundaries. All of a sudden my outlook has changed.
Some of this does has to do with the fact that I am indeed on anxiety medication. It has been helping as it does. The butterflies in my tummy are resting and I can go about my day without a tight chest and a clenched jaw, but.....
I feel like I have swung to the opposite side. The fuck it side. The none of this is that important right now, I want to go workout, take a nap, and then call my boyfriend. I am still functioning, don't get me wrong here. Emails are returned, but that is about it. I receive 100-200 work related emails a day, so that in itself is a lot to handle. If I wasn't moving, in terms of my business development, hiring someone to mange my email would be my next step.
I have a few things to finish this week. They must get done. All of my half finished and promised things, they must get done by Friday. This is the goal. I need to make sure of it because people are depending on me and I hate unreliable people, so I really don't want to become one myself.
Have a great day!!!!!!